today whole day stay at home to do my report i thought it was suppose to be done in words then i did. then people tell me that its in ppt slides. nvm i did my ctrl A. ctrl C. ctrl V. like i always do and i know some of the people whom i copied from wasnt quite pissed. sorry all. i didnt quite care about the grades. its my process. teh thing we do together. but nvm. still copied. haven quite finish everything. thanks all for sendind your ppt slides for my refference. but its sort of too much for my suzuki to handle. it hang for many many times today plus my music. lol.
going to school tomorrow at like 10. for a sercret party. hopefully a success:D just witnessed acar accident at my house carpark. a wish 7 seater V.S. old uncle bike. petty the uncle. he got hurt and his old mate's in a damn sad state. lol WINNER. the uncle cause its the wish 7 seater's driver fault. stupid driving. think is in the movie arh? drift?! so fast so furious? LAME! said that to scare ah HWIE and EDISON. lol. ya. almost forgot! I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! sure cool didnt know i can read all those >?:$L%$:^>. haha. but cool. and I GOT A TAGBOX!watever it is i think i'm damn pro!:D

white flag doesnt mean surrender it means only the strong stands:D

end. love the world:D

this post is not referring to anyone or anything. so dun think. i just wanna speak.

recently i think i'm rather FUC*. there're problems or situations that are actually very minor problem tiny tiny ones but because of me! IVY LEE, made the situation very stiff. i stir and stir and said and said and the problem become big. no air for everone. i think sometimes i might think too much, know too much, said too much. sorry all. but please understand me. if i know somthing most probably the whole world would know. i cant take secrets and i dun like the feeling that i know something but i have to pretend i didnt know. how to? if i say it'll spoil friendship. relationship and you'll doubt me? then what for?i'm doing *. creating problem for myself. i've decided to shut up. i'm talkative but this time i'll seriously shut up. and will not complain anymore. i just live the way i want it and you live yours. we're still together but my soul's out. it'll be a zombie walking around and i'm selfish but sorry i'll be even more selfish in the days to come. thanks for teaching me to BE SMART.

E. the man that i thought was a gentleman wasnt.
J. the man whom i thought was there for me wasnt there.
E. the man who used to listen to me cry scream led his own life without me.
L. the man whom will give the best advice ask me to study hard.
H. the man whom i thought wasnt good wasnt that bad.
S. the lady whom i thought needs protection is strong. tough.
S. the one who's only with me for happy hour. wasnt trueful.
H. the one who left my friends hurt. and changed them.

I. the one who think she knows everything doesnt
I. the one who always neglect the people who love her.
I. the one who stir everything up and is sorry.
ONE REPUBLIC. i say its too late to appologise.
I. the one who smiles when she's not happy.
I. who always mix the good and the bad.
I. thinks that she's doing great wasnt.
I. shows attidude to people she loves. and hurt them most.
I. see people on the surface and never listen until she gets hurt.
I. am IVY LEE. and she hate herself for being bad.

finding my heart from the mess i've created.

love all:D

every step you move is critical
cause it hurts me and is killing me
so please. i'm begging

hi all:D
thanks everyone for the care.but i'm like pretty fine now. just pissed with myself. super just wanna arh. did the super damn report gotta rush for submission then no ppt slides no reference. alright i'm pretty stupid okay. need all those. but i'll do this all by meself. going to east coast park tomorrow. HOPEFULLY its fun. i think it'll. we're not full strength. shihui's like sick. edison gotta go by 4pm. but we love being together right? i'll try my best to smile. cause i'm happy. and i seriously am:)

MORE THAN WORDS

FOUND THOSE PICTURES. rather cool. it has been a long time. lol:D
you guys seriously rock my life:D
much much loves. never never ending
NOT FORGETTING

edison shihui stephanie senghwee
jacen weixiang
nothing to complain when i see you guys:D
give me a hug when you see me

just look at him! my oh my. shuan me somemore. i put your para para on youtube

i'm pissed. YOU fucked up my life!

hai.was rather happy to day initially. but going online was a mistake. meet people talked. chated. but to me its rather FAKE. but anyway. meet with my friend who's having some problems witth relation ship. this guy helped me alot in th past. hope he'll be strong and even stronger. read blogs. the whol day was totally wasted on like doing nothing. totally nothing. but today i know that people talk they talk. so yup i'll still love the world more more and even more.
anyway try this
http://www.freerice.com/index.php
good for health.
gotta wake up early tomorrow. nights all:D
a smile a day keeps the devil away:D

wawawawawa! damn jia lat! my sketch's like total shit. i took like 20 mins to draw but still hopeless! should use the simple method! trace! haha. my proportion's like all WRONG! and i think i have to redo. so means that the 20 mins i've spent is all wasted! hai. no choice. if gotta redo i'll just trace la. so troublesome. REPORT! more jia lat! i dunno if the report format that i thought's right is right. should be right la. see how lor. die die lor. hai. so ma fan. anyway. i finish my sketch already. *attatch bottom. dun laugh. its okay but cant pass. hopefully pass la.hahaha. report must wait for edison to send me. wait wait wait.if he send me fast fast treat him ice-cream. slow slow treat him eat shit. LOL
love the world:D

just fucking look at my DUCK TOUR. FLYER. PEOPLE. TREE. MERLION.

lol. i see already also keep laughing. ku xiao bu de. weeps

sorry harifth.lol

i'm back! from my long long sleep. sometimes i hope i'll never wake up.its e new day and everything's over and hopfully today'll be better later tonight got BBQ by one of my twin friend ivy and carol. its their birthday party i call. i dunno if i should go. i quit my job and i bet everyone's unhappy with my act. i wast happy for that move either. it's a long time since i'e been working there its a hard move but i hope everyone to be happy myself too. and tomorrow's like 8 yue 15 meaning its MOON CAKE FESTIVAL! read teh papers. said that there'll be super cloudy so might not be able to see the moon. i hope i cant see the moon either. cause i'll get emo!anyway. lol. should.should lah going to my aunt's house to celebrate. though its lame and the adults will sure sure chop chop ask about many many things. didnt wanna think. but i'll have a way to handle.wahaha. edison's planning for another outing on monday. said to be going to east coast for hao liao. dunno what he's up to but i'm certainly sure that he meant good! right EDISON!?
ya i'm like thinking just now. my old phon'e 1.3 megapixels. OMINA's 5 megapixels. DSLR's 10 megapixels. then our eyes? 20 megapixels? tell me the answer! i'm lucky to be able to see this beautiful world. i'll treasure it!
love all!:D

many things happened.no time to explain.wasnt feeling well. puke once otw home. auntie thought i'm pregnant fucking 'fu' me all the way to the traffic light. i said i'm okay for like 5 times then she let me go. thanks auntie for caring. dunno why but fucking had a headache on my left brain and eye and whole left side. went home puked once. bathe. now blog. wanna check out the other people's blog. think i'm caring too much and knowing too much at times making me tired and sick.cant accept the world like it is. didnt wanna face the fact. i was alone carrying knife thought that i was strong. but mowadays people carry machine guns. wear mask and THEY KILL. i wanna be alone. but i want people to know me. what the hell i'm thinking and analysis for me. tell me what's right whats wrong. i always make the wrong move. maybe i should not think too much. anyway going to bed soon. thanks for caring and i know what to do for now. thanks all.
i'll learn to love the world and accept al.
nights.
*to be continued

i think i'm FUCKING in love with someone not worth my love my time and ME!and trust me i'm gonna FUCKING give up soon and give up means ever ever and forever.