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Thursday, October 1, 2009

mail to farked up boss!

Hi Benjamin,

i didnt go to office today. basically because i didnt know what to show you.
i did directional signage, flora signs.(as attached)
i think i sent it to you before.
if you want the location sign (orientation boards.)
i got no idea where i should start from.
all the maps i have are in a mess. Different style. Different colour and all very pixilated.
and i got no content to add in. i think i really need to sit down with you to discuss about this.
sorry, its very inconvenient for me to get those things done fast and efficent.
my desktop at home crashed and i wouldnt download too much softwares into my laptop cause it'll crash it sooner or later.
very sorry to tell you that actually i'm a environment design student.
and here am i, trying to brand nature parks, and also the things that i'm doing now, its the first time i'm doing it.
i'm not sure if i'm doing well enough. but i've tried my best.
it seems like i know how to do it but i'm stucked many times.
and doing the layout or sample copy wouldn’t help much cause every park is different and the amount of documents to be added in differ too.
i need to know exactly which park, and what exactly what i should do.
telling me signage and brochure is really too broad for me to work from.
hope to get more input from you when i meet you tomorrow.
thanks,
Ivy
today is a farked up day. texted boss yesterday night. ask what task he have for me tmr. which is today. he say do signage and brochure. go to office in the4 afternoon to show him.
then i asked. what signage are you looking at? directional sign location sig or educational sign?or you just want the layout?
brochure? the layout too? i dont think i have the ability to do the content. i said.
then.. no reply. 9pm i texted him again the same msg. no reply.

i didnt sleep well. many things went through my head. i think im trying too hard. i like the people there at nparks. i think they're very nice. only problem. no balls. everything they do they must cover their ass first. i'm damn pissed. they never fight for the right. just make sure they never offend anyone and get their pay. the system is damn farked up. all about emailing and bossing people around. so what if you're the head when you got no leadership skills? so what if you get your 2000 pay when you didnt contribute anything to nature? being at nparks. national parks board! you care more about yourself more than nature? why are those people there?i thought they're supposed to conserve? nevermind. not talk about that. just they dont have the mindset to step up and improve. everyone's being very defensive here.

talk about my work scope.
i am an environment design student. i'm assigned logo, tee shirt, signage, brochures. basically the whole branding thingy. i thought it was okay. it sounds cool at first. first thing i ask. what kind of style they wanna give the public? colour? any idea of what you want? NOTHING. you're the designer. we trust you taste. you just come out with a few for us to choose from. okay. i did. i did more than a few. i did more than 20 different styles for them. they short listed. people who know me and the way i work i bet they would know that i'm very much a manual queen and i dont quite know or like to use photoshop and stuff. yet i'm doing this logo thingy everyday. using photoshop. with my very little knowledge on the software. alright. i shall carry on..then i developed. at one point of time i have to drop the logo thingy as the CEO dislike the idea of having too many logo under nparks. okay i expected that. but due to many reasons, the logo is on again. i carry on and developed it. after i got a finalized one. that i'm very satisfied with, my bossed called me. change this and that. alright. basically change the whole idea. i'm damn pissed. since you know what you want, cant you tell me from the start? i mean it'll save me hell lots of time thinking and brainstorming despite the fact that i have no background knowledge at all.

i started off with a design without brief. i think thats the worst a designer can get i guess. key word: signage. and i've got to do it. with what. how? thats my problem. how does that sound to you? All I need is critical thoughts. I need to be directed and guided. Can I get a pat on my shoulder when I’m doing good and please shoot my design all you want. That’s how I can improve.

I got to thank franca so much for her support and being there to understand my problem and situation. Thanks.

There’s just many things going on in my head. hope that i'll be better tomorrow.

results!

F sia. WTH. results has never improved since year 1 but kept dropping. jia lat.
but. nevermind. who cares. GPA: 2.26

lucky number 0226!
huat ar!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

damn happy today

today's damn happy. not damn. but happy:D
franca mailed me a damn touching mail. love her:)
my friend from philipines msn me:)
kil soo and do gyun mailed me:)
ngaim als freaking cute today but sadly only today:)
chatted with edison online, he's in cheena. miss him much:)
chatted with sean. hha enjoy seeing him scold people especially yalam. damn funny:)
my boss never KB me:)

the way they talk ar. LOL sia.haha.
miss them:(
but thats enough! it can leave me smiling for days:D

thanks franca

simply lover her. dont know how to put it. but she's my angel in Nparks!

Monday, September 28, 2009

si beh LOL:

just recieved a mail from franca:
she's from australia came here to teach NPARKS whats right and whats wrong!
totally agree to her most of the time!

He is joking isn't he... that's not a logo its a regulation... not even a good looking one? It will not leave a positive impression on anyone. If he is serious, we need to have a chat to him so do please let me know and i will call him?

si beh LOL sia the way she say!

dead

today is a farking bad day. nothing is right!
simply pissed with myself. i am not a graphic designer.
thanks for that. i could only do my best in whatever i can do!
i tried my best! you want this want that. whatever okay!
i did this (the colour is wrong. but the shape is there):








































Ivy,
I am off the view that the squirrel is too "immature". I suggest a sharper look, like an outline without the eyes and details. Currently, it looks good for a kindergarten mascot.







As a guide, the attached image may be closer to what I am looking for although it is a monkey. But you should get the idea. One colour, no details, proportionate image.


i replied:
i thought it'll look weird with a graphical tree with a 'real' squirrel. and i dont know how to 'graphic' it using photoshop. nevermind. i'll try.
thanks,
ivy
then i got them this: freaking ugly






wa lau. i'm damn pissed. there was once i went to the library. cause i lost my ezlink, borrowed books with my CB 'buddy' fark off. using her card. CB. we didnt return the books on time. fark off la. we borrow tgt return tgt la. she go return her books herself never tell me. CB.then i return late. sua. got fine lor. i okay one. then just now texted me saying : hey. when YOU wanna return YOUR library fines. CB. mine la. hor. borrow tgt you selfish never inform me then got fine text me. nvm. she say: the fine's $6.30. i cant borrow book already. bull shit la. my fine's 14++ still can borrow. nvm. wa lan! $6.30 nia sia. say until like i dun wanna pay her liddat. CB. i damn pissed. i replied: i transfer you. wa lan. just damn lame la. scared i run meah? you earn $2000 per month doing shit job wanna GEH GAO $6.30 with a intern shame on you! LOL. like seriously. you cannot pay first then collect money from me meah? i hate to quarrel with people over small things especially small money. eh. you owe me 50CENTS the other time. FARK OFF LA!!!