sorry all. i wasnt really in the mood of anything. i just need a break.
i wish that this world only consist of me, my mp3 and a bus seat.
i love traveling on teh bus alone. the reason why i'm so 'tao' on the bus. its the time i'm alone. deep in thoughts and reflect. thought sometimes things happened like i smile to myself or cry on the bus alone. but i know i'm learning.
sorry all. i was very emo recently and dont feel like talking at times.
people only hurt the people who love them most.
like i hurt my mum so much knowing she loved me the most. even more then herself.
people hurt you. it might be bad but i learnt to love myself more through this.
but i'll be back soon.

simple plan-i'm just a kid

I woke up it was seven
I waited 'till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid...Repeat 6x)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that its not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

Tonight I'm all alone
Tonight nobody cares
Tonight cuz I'm just a kid tonight

unwell- matchbox twenty

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

today's another day i call.AS USUAL. gotta got to work though its like double pay but i wasnt smiling.

went to work yesterday. met jacen apple Wx mark for lunch/dinner. was nice to get to see them again after like so damn long. and its mark's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU:D
inish work and went to meet kt and gang:D was fun. just so innocent and pure. it was nice. thanks:D

photos are up loaded on steph's blog. pretty stupid to upload again.
please visit her. http://callingsteph.blogspot.com
yesterday's a great day for me. meet my old school mates. have so many thoughts going through my mind. i dunno how to express myself in words. but i loved them one way or the other. and please remember we're those who survived and pulled through. so hang on and move on:D

my day ended very badly. i hear. i tried. but i think i wasnt much appriciated. i thought what i've been doing was right. trying to save someone. but i lost. i hated you these much. as much as i hate myself. thanks for making me feel stupid. i've lost one friend recently. sorry but if you make me feel "not worth" i would hesitate but to let go. i've learnt alot. and i'll move on. there's no point giving so much yet not appriciated. i worth more.

there're times where people tell me. hey ivy you know so many people around in school, how cool. hey ivy you have so many friends life's so fun. yup. i cant deny that yes i know many people and many people know me. but have you guys ever thought or know that those are the people who're with me when i smile. when i'm happy. how many of you out there really know me. really knows that i'm upset. knows that i need to cry. knows that i'm not okay. knows that i'm alone. sometimes i really feel like breaking down but i know i cant affort to. tell me who's willing to hear me cry. see me emo. listen to me whine. complain. curse? you'll say it'll be you. ivy cheer up. i'm with you. but are you ever trueful? for real? you'll say yes. but i've still yet to met one. i felt so aloe at time. lost. confused. i duno what to do. but i'll act strong. act pro. but in fact i'm not.

nevermind. my life has to go on. happy or sad. but i'll treasure me. myself and people who love me. i'll move on. smiling. one day you'll see and think or me. but is it too late? thanks for making me understand.

reason for me loving them is they speaks me.
make me felt not alone.


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
So no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding?

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

~Chorus~
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life (x3)

went shopping on tuesday at parkway. bought 3 bags 2 for me and one for shihui. bought my mulity coloured top from topman. enjoyed shopping.
wednesday. went vivo with steph and only steph. the other who cant make it. real thanks. but nvm. went to candy empire got some chocolates. next shopping again. didnt buy colthes. but i got myself some groceries to stock up at home. incase. went for KFC. though i was pretty angry and upset that the rest cant go. one reason or the other. i had fun. thanks.
i'll be meeting edison hwee steph 11am at parkway. going for skating or bowling later if it rains. so. yup. would be fun:D

yesterday's fun but sean edison and shihui didnt turn up. but nvm huijie me steph and hwee played like siao. basketball and badminton yesterday. more in the days to come. today's suppose to be hao liao day but edison and shihui cant go. angry la. but dunno what to say. nvm. we're going out ourselves.
it'll be real fun:D shopping:D

went to school at around 12 plus todayas planned. played pet society in school and noticed that it wasnt very lag. goos. means we'll play that for the following dayssssssssssss. lol. went to design canteen to have our lunch. expected a huge crowd but was just okay. went to 3-10c to watch our movie as usual. there's people inside. so we went to the class room beside it. 3-10D saw a note outside saying there's no jap class for monday and tuesday class'll start on wednesday, was confused. so we went to check our mail. but no mail of any 'no class' kind of thing. so we went to double check my class. 3-10E. same note. means NO CLASS!!!! for sure. but the lecturer hand writing's like kid man jumping alphabets all around. cute. lol. was so happy and high. but really sad for the others who make a trip all the way to school and see that damn note. lol. bet they'll hate the lecturer. anyway. since there's no class we went shopping. bugis. marina square suntec. bought a cotton on hat. damn cool. fully prepared for halloween party and parties coming up. :D
no class tmr. will be in school to play some sport games.
bet tomorrow'll be fun too:D
everyone cheer up! life's full of joy and laughter.
thats the way it should be.
so SMILE EVERYONE:D
photos to be updated real soon:)

i went to work yesterday. was pretty very super boring. but yesterday's the only day that i didnt run about to slack. then the manager keep asking me if i've gone for lunch. i think he's not used to seeing me there. i sold a hair dryer yesterday. first sale i made. ever since i got there. lol. there's this uncle promoter came talking to me
dun you think that almost 12 of us(promoter of different brands) standing here's very stupid. life's getting so confusing. a very simple thing like shaver. those stupid inventors make it so complicated. adding this function that function. a very simple thing like hair dryer got a series of like 20 plus per brand. plus other brands we have too many choice. they should just make do with 2-4. got 1000w 1100w 1200w as if there's much of a difference. lol. i keep laughing. he continued. 2s enough wat. 1000w 2000w. at most one 5000w for you to blow in 2 mins. lol. then hair all drop. so many different models with so many different non-needed functions. JUST TO BLOW YOUR HAIR. lol. making customers so confused that they forgot its just for blowing their hair. ahahahahha. i cant stop laughing. its so cute. but i think he wasnt wrong. lol. this world's full of stupid people.
went to meet huiling after my work. wanted to have durian at gelang but she said there're worms. like WORMS. lol. i was filled with emotions when i saw her. i was so scared that the situation might be very stiff. dunno what to say. but when i saw her, everything seems fine. we nv stop talking. and i missed those days. saw her BF. chatted. gossips. time to go home. forgot. we forgot to take photos. but nvm can save for next time:D
i missed everyone :Dmy most innocent bunch of friends:D

respond

no, you thing that everything started because of you? no, if i didnt co my part this wun happen. you think that you're the bad person but i cant imagine how good i've been. i did ask whats wrong and you'll never say. you said that i went around telling tale and spicing up stuff. you think
i like gossiping? talking bad about people would'nt make me feel good. it wasnt wrong to tell people how you felt. but the right people. things would be simple if you tell me how you felt and i tell you what i think. keeping everything to yourself would'nt change anything. thats what i meant by acting like nothing happened. yes. you cant change me and please dont try. to be frank i've changed. alot. i wasnt like that before. i wouldnt even care. i'm already struggling with myself. so please dont mess my thoughts. i dont think i've ever hated you. just prefer not to be with THAT you. actually if you're to think of that. this fucking world's like that. misunderstanding. problems and money. you help me so much. for jobs. alright it wasnt only one but 3. by right i should thank you. thank you. but thanks indeed for all those fucking agents who called me almost everyday to ask me help them find people to cover up the space. i called my friends to go. some didnt respond and others felt irritated. i dun think its part of my job to help find back-ups. how can i not remember that you got me the job when you keep repeating? and back for the darren thing. he wanted 3 people. you me jcen. last min. or rather not last min. but anyway you didnt turn up. i was given i damn face by the indian in-charge. cause jacen was late that day too. she called darren to complain that i was late. jacen was late and you didnt turn up. darren called me. and i got another round of blaming. i didnt get paid for organising all this shit. i was pretty fucked up then. i dun know why you're not aware that you have to go that day. when we went interview together and you once reminded me to remember. but to me i think you want revenge. cause gavin and i couldnt make it for your BF's mum event. it was a success. i was so pissed and stressed that day. darren's an agent. its his responsibility to get the people his client wanted. you cant make it he came looking for me. ask me to ask my friend. so i called apple. i dun think there's a problem. its just looking at different point of view. i nv took you for granted. but i think i neglected you. i wasnt too sure about you and your BF thingy. to be frank that period of time my schedule's all messed up. everyone know i'm not sure if you do. you message me at almost midnight ask me to find 2 people. first i'm not agent. 2nd i already got something on that weekend. which is the one you recommended me the panasonic hair care promoter. what shall i say what would you do. recently i wasnt my. i typed message but i forgot to send. to jacen to steph to edison to gavin to weixiang to you. i'm also not too sure if i sent the message to you that i couldnt make it. but i know i cant make it already. that was my fault. sorry. and gavin didnt wanna go cause i didnt go. sorry to make you think that i'm going but i didnt. cause i'm very confused myself with the planning i called you at 5.05pm to comfirm that i told you that gavin and i wasnt going. you didnt answer. so what shall i do? you called back at around 5.25pm asking me where am i. i was in school. immed your tone change. its obvious that you wasnt happy.but you didnt say either. i said sorry that day but i know a word 'sorry' wouldnt help. but what else can i do? or what you want me to do? and i even cared to ask like "liddat how? you can find people or not?" but you said nvm. then you paused. after that you said you're not going for skating which you me edison hwee planned at 7pm.then you hung up the phone. i dunno what i should say nor do. i felt really bad that time. i was in the wrong. but i dun think i deserve to be hung up. and you know it that i'll be blamed by everyone for you not going. and why you cant go skating? cause ivy didnt go for your BF's mum thingy. isit a protest? on purpose? nvm. you siad that you felt that you're nobody. but to me if you meant nothing to me i wouldnt even try to call you at 5.05pm. if you felt that i throw you away when i dont need you. i got nothing to say. cause steph said that i always neglected you girls. i'm trying to learn. and i dun think i used vulgarities on you. they didnt aimed at you. even if i did say something like FCUK. to me it was pretty normal. sorry if it affected you. cause i'm vulgar, not that you dont know. you said you talkd to 2 people. you said they're acting like a saint but you don't know what they say behind your back.
thats how i felt about you too when you told them. in short. you told 2 people about me and the 2 people told me. so. yo felt that the 2 people cheated you. i felt cheated by you. thats when it got complicated. you said you'll forget in awhile. i forgot. but it just keep coming. you got upset. you think that i'm happy seeing you like that? i felt upset too alright. you said that you know you're at fault this time, in one way or another. you apologize, you said you're so sorry. but i think that i'm at fault too. in any other ways. i apologize. and i'm really sorry.
things would get back to how it used to be. but lets not make things worst.
love everyone:D

went sentosa yesterday. photos to be sent to me real soon. wahahaha. was very happy being woht my old mates from carrefour. was very nice. and yes! went shopping. like totally unresistable.so many many many SALE going on. bought many things from topshop. and i got this fashion forward card. means next time go got 10% discount! wooh. highness:D i help shihui get this tank that she wanted from the sale rack. got steph a bag. same as mine. wahahhaha. happy. and i finally got my topshop pinky covered shoes. like i like it. sosososososososososososos muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. lol. wahahhahhaa. then we went forever 21! man so many thing...... i'm prepared for school to start. very happy for now but got to go to work later. man:)
PHOTOS TO BE UPDATED:D

updated:D

wahahahaha. i was so happy and high yesterday. i bet today'll be another good day too:Di had so much fun mange to climb a container:D great achievement:Dtook many many nice photos. credits to the boys:D
hwee and edison'll send me nice photos real soon:D cant wait:D

not going to work today. going to SENTOSA with my old mates. it'll be a sure fun thing. lets go man:D

more more more

a friend of mine send me this. how sweet:D

today is a nice day but since i'm pretty free today i'll like to tell the world about a friend in my life. so lets start from the beginning .

i used to have this very nice friend when i first came into TP. the first few friends i made. called. SA. alright. in the past there were times when we shared everything. talked about everything under the sun. soon after like everyone know all good things come to an end. we came to talked bad about people. and at that point of time we said something real bad to a girl. S. and made her cried. i cant say i didnt mean it cause i was the only one saying everything and shooting my thoughts to her face. for SA. said nothing. everyone thought i was the 'bad guy'. ya. i was bad. how good can i be to gossip about people and make people cry? i hated to be the 'bad guy' but i said i don't really cared. soon after that the girl that i told off changed. to a strong and firm one and i'm glad that we're still friends. really good friends. if you're to ask me if i regreted. i didnt. if you're to know me i'll say what i felt. i couldnt say that SA 'brainwashed' me. cause i choose to say it myself. i only regreted saying things so badly. so sorry. S.


then soon. things are being forgotten. SA and the girl became closer. and gossips didnt stop. it carried on with others. i didnt wanna know and don't care. i just listen to them at time. and for me its childish. people in the class. school. and even my mate K. gossiped about the people he loved. their fashion sense. style. body shape. face. their friend around them. and the main point i wanna give claps to SA is that after saying all those things she can act like nothing happened. and talk to those whom they gossiped about. WTF. i cant.


then its another. E. i didnt know the details and wun wanna know.

then its about HJ.

i didnt wanna eleborate more. but here i just thought of that. our group has 6 people. S. HJ. E. H. I. SA. in short. next should be me. lol. and i'm right.

it's my turn. but i'm so pretty so sorry that you've messed with the wrong person. you can say whatever you want cause no matter how nice you put it it'll still affect me for sure. there're people in the group who asked me to just forget everything. we're still friends. ya. act? i cant. i tried for the pass........................ if you're to read my blog. just from the very 2nd post i'm acting already.i've tried my best. i'm tired and sick of all this shit. E. talked to me a few days ago regarding this problem. i tried to forget. but i keep hearing more of this SA. trying to hurt me more and more. i've experienced it. when she hated someone she hoped that everyone could side her. me too. but after thinking and thinking i think there isnt a need for everyone to 'side' me or anything. i hate people who bring others down to up themselves. i should just let her carry on with watever she's doing and i should live my life without her. not that i hated her. just prefer not to be with. i just cant. i cant stand people holding my hand and pierce me from the back. you called people to talk about it. msn. and you locked you blog. E. remember i said about i carried a knife i think that i'm strong and powerful. but i forgot people carried gun nowadays. i was so stressed about know so much and i got no one to tell. i cant hide but i'm pretty emotional now. but i think i should let today be the last day of all this rubbish. i'll continue to act. but if i sense anything now right i'll just shoot to her face. i didnt need antone to side me. i can do it alone. i said before if you dun like something i do or the way i do things you can just shoot to my face. cause only then i'll know.
and to the rest. i hate people who only know one side of the story and thinks that you're neutral. yes E. i'm talking about you.tell me what you know happened to me and what happened exactly?

i used to be smiling when i'm not happy. i said i'm okay when i'm not. i said anything when i had something in mind. from now on. everything will stop. i'll just be with the people who accept who i'm and love having me with them. i treasured this group so much. that i'll neglect the rest. people like sean. XL. XQ.i'm not perfect. i bet you're too. but i thought life's about accepting the others with what they have? i'm not really good at words. i was wrong at times too. sorry. but nvm. i'll let the past go. and the past you is also a past. i'll start anew.

thanks for being by me. i'm strong:D

yeseterday.i was at home preparing for another slacking day at home. then suddenly so randomly my 2 boys was bored too and wanna go for something i consider the extreme sports. ICE SKATING. some stupid idiot told me to wear 2 jeans lucky i wasnt so stupid. but i bought another hoody pull over. okay auntie. watever. was fun but was bullied by all those ice ball thingy going on. and the enterence fee's like fu**ing 20 bucks. i wun go normally but yesterday dunno why again my 2 boys was so excited. didnt wanna disappoint hem.they'll give you i very ke lian HUH face if you know. lol. edison said he owe me 20 bucks??? out of no where. but nvm. he paid for my enterence. GOOD JOB.thats what i call my good boys. typical money face. lol. went in. first thing we got was our gloves. simply like those durian stall at gelang. laughing all the way. but felt pretty fake at times. lol. inside joke. okay took some pictures. wasnt really clear but still can see alright all:D

let the picture say everything:D

see lydia and i so lang man. lol. she say: ivy dun scared. just imagine you're a swan.

and this is swan lake. like???lol. she damn funny.

i cant take the ice standing. so getting on your knees to get the ice.

faster and more efficent:D so clever:D

see. just look at what the rest are doing. promise they'll get hell from me when i get those skates off.
i finally get to hit seng hwee! and head shot! wahahahahahahhahahaa.,
dunno wth they doing la. just taking up the ice space in the swan pond
so many kids and they're PRO. loose face. but i nv fall down:D

they just cant stop moving. teach me how to deal with them??

this is edison this is lydia:D (the swan)

we cant reverse


a group photo:D








best photo of the day:D


please dun blame us for those photos
WE CANT BALANCE!

then we went to cold storage to get my grocery. man i ate everything at home this hols:D

saw HJ.edison's being aim liao. wahaha. cause nv ask her go. sorry HJ. we'll remember to call you next time. ya steph didnt get to go too. she gotta work. nvm went school starts its another fun beginning :D i bet we'll go again. just liik at the 2 boys. lol. yayaya. almost forgot. went for ice-cream chef at the end of the day. wahaha. edison treat again:D wa. he's right. those things not i pay for myself one super shiok. lol. okay la. monday treat you swensons. and saturday going to sentosa and night safari. like OMG. and monday school starts. oh man my suey-ness is gone. wahaha. jacen. now left you suey alone. wahaha.

edison's car got hit. listen properly is not he hit people is people hit him. lol. seriously i think the driver cant drive. and edison's getting a tatoo of the 12 zodiac. wahahahaha. inside joke:D

over again

many things happened. i was sort of lost. but i wun let others to pull me down.once. over and over again. i've stood up. right. strong. and would'nt fall so easily. i'm still smiling. i'm happy.
please remember i'm capable of doing what you're doing. just a choice. not CANT.

thanks:D

ivy's happy. very happy:D

hi all. i just woke up from a fu**ing long rest:D

went to work last weekend. boring but i entertained myself so much and notice it wasnt that bad. went to the SMART event at expo to work. giving flyer. met a super irritating INDIAN. i dun wanna be racist but they're just liddat. damn them anyway. went to HARVEY NORMAN after that for my promoter thingy. and sadly gavin wasnt there. lol. YOU BETTER COME BACK NEXT WEEK!!! met other few new people. saw someone. which i was like OH MY GOD!!! i was so excited that i called MMR. that's very complicated. hope that you're fine:D. second day apple came with us. did the same but as usual. she's damn drama. LOL. had fun.played with the photo booth for like half and hour and just printed 2 photos. fun though. the results.

edison's back:D outing soon:D wahahahahahahahahahaha..................................................

cant wait:D

EDISON STPEH AND HWEE.
NO. ALL THOSE OUT THERE. SEND ME MY PHOTOS.
THOSE PRETTY PRETTY ONES THEN I CAN POST FOR THE WORLD:D

i was pretty EMo yesterday night but thanks to those who're there for me and be ther for me:D thanks for asking. thanks for caring. but like i always say it'll not change anything but i'll try to change MYSELF. for the better. anyway i'm fine now. so. i'm smiling AGAIN:D
went out with my buddies today. steph edison and hwee. had much fun. went to bugis window shopping. though the main purpose's for archifest. but its the same anyway:Dthen steph gotta leave early for home. thanks steph for being there for me when i needed most and thanks for staying as long as you can. thats what that matters at the end of the day. love you:D then left with me and the 2 crazy boys whom i call my kids. having been able to know them is a great entertainment in my life:D what should i say? totally a kids mind and soul in a adult's body:D thanks for making me smile:D went to east coast park. finally get to taste the LAGOON food. but was alright. the food's okay but the mood's there. fun. left for the HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY. edison's been craving for another SKATING trip since the last time:D we went alright. MY. its my day. the shop's CLOSED:D happy for me but gotta act disappointed. LOL. so. went for what's for me:D POOL:D i wanna show off the new * ONE HAND SHOW learnt from my dear jacen. well practiced alright guys not play play. haha. pools fun but i felt so blessed having them with me. which always make me:D
YUP. edison's going eh. some where overseas for DIVING. action only. alright. PLEASE bring some present back alright? he sounded like he's going far far away. anyway WE'LL MISS YOU:D
and and and
AND
steph came to my house :D





























LOVE EVERYONE AND THOSE WHO ROCK MY LIFE:D

featuring
hands held high- linkin park
P.E.A.C.E:D

MY LIFE'S FULL OF LOVE,FRIENDS AND CARE.
WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
MONEY?! LOL:D
LOVE ALL. MISS ALL. HUGS MAN.
pertty gross though. guys. i'm girly. yeah i said GIRLY:D

OMG! there're like so many shows going on channel 5. simply cant stop watching. hated Oprah but thought her show was meaningful. must watch sunday Oprah's BIG GIFT! and tonight! i survived a japanese game show! wooh.simply love it:D

WHY? WHY? TELL ME FUCKING WHY?
GO GO GO GO! GET LOST!
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING!
OUT!
i'm fine:D
love the world still:D

watch this
video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ylgchWR-Ig&feature=user
movie:

PAY IT FORWARD

I LOVE BEING ME
I'M GLAD THAT I'M HERE WITH THE REST
I'M HAPPY BEING WITH MY LOVED ONES.
I WANT TO CRY.
THANKS AGAIN.
YOU GUYS ROCK MY LIFE.

PEOPLE TALKING IS NEVER ENOUGH.
ITS TO BE FELT.
HAVE YOU RECIEVED WHAT I WANT TO GIVE?
I LOVE THE WORLD:D

MAN! JIA LAT! PLANNING ALL CHANGE! NOW I'M LOST!
HELP!

went working at FUNAN IT MALL. as panosonic promoter for hairdryer. everything is miine. met new friends. gavin:D glad to have him if not life'll be even more BORING. then there's this guy or rather GAY. called okay. L. damn damn damn. IRRITATING! super. flirt girls. snatch my customers. chiong for sales. complain me. and what have you i sinply cant stand his face! like he's siad to be 21 but i think he's 35. LOL. but anyway. working's pretty fun yet boring what to say?! just meet nice people and ignore the REST:D
ya not to forget L. please get a off day on sat and sun CAUSE I SIMPLY DUN WANNA SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE!
THANKS LOTS:)
LIFE IS GOING ON WELL
LOVE THE WORLD:D

planning for next week.
monday-working DATA ENTRY 6/hr 9am-6pm
tuesday-same
wednesday- same
thursday- same plus giving out tissue 7/hr
friday- same as thursday
saturday- panasonic hairdryer promoter plus giving tissue
sunday- same as saturday

CONCLUSION
MY WEEK'S GONE

A WISH

DEAR IVY,
PLEASE LEARN HOW TO BE STRONG.

DEAR LORD,
PLEASE GIVE HER LOVE

I HAVE NO MORE PATIENCE WAITING. I WANT MY MAN, HAPPINESS, AND WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE ME SMILE

THANKS LORD

featuring
mayday parade
i'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about

this is my results. so dun ask more

OMG OMG OMG!!!
today i am going to stay at home and rot one day. supper dooper tired this week. but very very happy too.
sentosa
went sentosa with jacen and his 4 other BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. was pretty crazy. played sand soccer then we played the bury game. haha. enjoyed pretty much:) then went to the water. not considered swimming but floated for quite some thime and went to bathe.
left sentosa went to the harbourfront interchange to eat. went home. but..... i wannt play pool. so we called WX but he want sleep. so. we went there alone. played pool for like 2hrs and left home. no bus so wanna try walking from hougang plaza to HOME. but rained halfway so took cab. and i'm finally hom by 2am. totally nua.
east coast
went with edison seng hwee and shihui. steph cant go but promise next time okay. i wanna go for skating but the boys wanted bowling so we went. after games of bowling went skating. damn funny. everyone like will fal anytime one and can see them woooh. weeah. everywhere. fun.went to have dinner with shihui's boyfriend and went home. finally home. nua already.

conclusion
ivy's super tired now all her muscles are tense and cant move and cant type either.
to be continued...