oh my goodness!
http://superjunior.smtown.com/
must see!!!!!!

it has really been a really long time since i sat down and blog and think about what i've done. i believe not many people know what happened to me. so shall we start from camp?
DOC camp mwas really freaking fun. i loved everyone and i get to know really nice people. ethel, sam, crys, paul, kenneth. i didnt love the freshies that much thought. and many cocked ups during camp but i really love my kakis.
then in school, i managed to talk it out with the people who i didnt really like or people who i have problems with. i wouldnt consider the problem to be settled. but it is at least much better than before. i dont dare to say more. time will show.

then it was my birthday. i'm lost of words to that. it is a heart warmin day for me. i love what everyone did. its the thoughts that really counts for me. it is more the what you think it is for me.

and i was crazy over american idol, super junior recently. kris allen won. and super junior! i just cant stop watching them on youtube. i will watch almost every link. LOL

then soon i'll be going for SIP. which is really a nightmare for me. can i like die. then after that we'll be offically OL which means NO LIFE!and this 2 weeks jacen and mark will go for their 2 years government chalet. i'll miss them for sure. but thats what guys should be doing to become a real man.(i call that)

anyway i'm preparing my portfolio this few weeks and that sucks.

today i saw this ang mo kid on the bus. he's seating infront of me. he's around 7-10 year old. how cute. and he's like reading the SBS bus guide. LOL. i cant stop but to keep staring. cause i myself 19 year old singaporean cant really read or understand that. he flip a few pages and kept it back into his bag. then... he took out the street directory! WTH. i cant read that too! and he flip. look out of the window finding the street sign and flip again. LOL . then he went to the bus driver and asked the driver if the bus goes to katong. pointing at the map. LOL. i think the bus driver cant read that himself can. i swear he's super cute. his slang. hahahah. okay anyway he's going to his friends house. damn cute. like HELLO! what will a singaporean kid do lor. ask money from their parents for cab?
asking the driver? asking friends?okay. thats what i do. but for a kid of that age already being so Independent. i wouldnt even dare! i think we've got more to learn.


okay i have to do work for now. bye world:)

this is crazy!!!

i said before if you're unhappy with me or whatever just tell me to the face. no point not telling me. i wouldnt know and shouldnt think its me. unless you let me know. i dont think i had attitude problem this morning. i was in a pretty good mood until i saw that * face. and saw her blog. i didnt thought it was me. and steph said it was herself. i dont understand. and i wouldnt care! cause even you said it wasnt me. it wasnt me!

TRUTH PLEASE!

LOL. they sang for me man.

hahahaha. i cant stop man!!!!

its like damn funny! LOL.

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SEND WISHES TO ME AND MY BFFs FOR MAKING TODAY POSSIBLE
I SWEAR IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAY THIS YEAR!:D

ATTITUDE PROBLEM.
I'M 70% BTH!

http://www.purevolume.com/nickalot
http://www.youtube.com/user/nickalot
OH MY GOSH! i'm a fan of nick!

LOL. this is really damn damn funny! LOL

i think i did it all wrong. i was always joking around and no one ever know if i was really serious. yes. i do hate shihui for being her. i do hate yalam for changing me. blurring my future and and my BFF. i couldnt forgive. but i was really sorry. cause i could not accept. i could not accept what huijie did. i could not accept that. i was angry. i sat down at my desk thinking. was that worth it?
i once said that graduation was one of the most emotional part of my life. i hate the feeling of people having to leave me. though i know some are leaving for the good. for their future. but i just dun like it. cant everone stay by me? there'll be people who i'll have to dislike in my life. not because they're bitch shit or whatever. its simple because we think differently. i think because of me being daring and bold enough to tell the world my thoughts. i've giving the courage for people who dislike the person i dislike to further dislike them. thats when the hatred comes. when we keeps stirring.

i wasnt comparing. i just hope that we can be true friends, enjoy having one another with us. without bitching. cause it hurts. i know i sucks. i'm totally being ridiculious. but i just don't want people around me to hate this people just because i hate them.

i enjoy being with candice, grace, sheryl, lydia and stephanie.

but once in a while i'll still miss edison, seng hwee, shihui and huijie. no matter what they once play an important part in my poly life. i know you might think i am comparing or wanting to turn back. but i'd say. i would turn back to them unless they're really worth me. worth me for crying for them. worry if they're okay. but i still dont see that now. it seems like you guys are enjoying. but nevermind.i still have candice grace sheryl lydia and steph.

did anyone ever understand what i meant and thought?

from this

to thisand what i have to say are all posted before and i'm lazy to repeat myself!

kang in!!! ARH!

super junior
kangin kyuhyun heechul sungmin yesung siwon kibum hankyung eunhyuk donghae leeteuk ryeowook shindong

OMGOSH! damn hot!!!

i almost cried after seeing this! its damn touching!

i'm learning italian now but this is in german!LOL.
wenn ich eine Wahrscheinlichkeit erhielt, wieder zu leben, i' ll ist selbst noch.

wahahaha.
eh. type EHB on youtube! LOL.
those videos are damn damn funny. haha. i cant stop laughing.

i think i can draw!

wahahaha. so cute!

i got Italian presentation tomorrow but i just started it today.
submitted my plans for my P4 i know there're alot of mistakes but i got no time to change.
i give up!
i going topshop to get my top tomorrow. why so difficult?

you can smile like you didnt care so can i!

this wasnt funny

shall i say that you're never never once an important person in my life.or shall i say. i once thought that you're someone that'll change my life, make me smile, share my thoughts, talk to you about my dreams, my future. so was that considered my best friend? or why not just a friend. okay? i wanna say now that you're not my friend, best friend or fuck the best friend forever thingy. never. and not again! and i swear. if you come back in my life. maybe to the end of time? i shall do it back to you like how you did to me! i was seriously freaking pissed off. and these shit! i know i'll be okay the very next day.l but i just want to blog this shit here.
i swear i'll be okay after i post this damn thing.
cause you're not impoprtant to me anymore!
smile on ass hole!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY:D

i wanted to blog about something but its hard to say when i have the kitty blogskin. i'll update again and change the skin when i have time.

alright! i think i'm too free. or rather i'm not free but i just dun like the damn lame stuff that i'm doing. which means i got something to do but i think that doing what i have to do is lame so i came here to type all this shit. anyway tomorrow's another fun day. hope that my eyes will be better. it is like damn swollen if you see me around. but if you dun get to see me let me tell you how swollen they're. its like cookie monster in red eyes. LOL. maybe elmo?? i dun know. i think big bird got swollen eyes too. haha. i dunno WTH i'm talking about but there's submission tomorrow. or rather not submission is some lame stuff i was talking about just now. above you remember? LOL. lame.. GTG. bye world:D
X-MAN TOMORROW:D

LOL:D

sheryl:D

lydia:D

LOL:D

HAPPY LABOUR DAY:D
i went ot ikea today and had great fun.