wooh. i'v finally done my new blog skin!!!
for the past few days the group of us were rather busy with our youth olympics stage design. it was tough but fun. we sing we dance we laugh:D we're like done with it yesterday. today we're going to do some touching up. i cut my thumb yesterday while cutting that damn thick foam board. the cut was the worst ever since i got into the school but we're so used to cutting. we're people who carry pen knife, cutting mat masking tape, UHU glue and mount board. you wouldnt know how powerful we're until you see our work. especially as a team. edison stephanie huijie senghwee shihui and ivylee. we always work together. though we have conflicts sometimes. but we just like working together. thanks for making me smile so much people.and really CLAPS to everyone to make the project so successful. or at least we all enjoyed. thanks:D with much much love:D

yesterday:D

stephanie

shihui

senghwee

me:D

edison's busy with the archicad so we didnt capture him.(too bad)

its BANANA DAY:D

yeah. this is edison:D

tell me how can i not love them:Dthanks for everything!

lots of thoughts going through my mind today. frankly speaking i knew i cant make it for jap. i was never good in my language. thats the reason why i failed to do well. i even give up before i started. i felt damn guilty. cause the presentation was totally screwed up. everyone forgot their lines and was just... thought it was like over but i think i really let my group down. though i tried to help out but i think my heart wasnt there. i kept drifting away. being the only year two in the group i didnt do my part. really sorry. now that its over and just hope for a pass.

didnt quite slept for the last few days. my younger cousin came to slept with me and i was like a log throughout the night. but i just love him. like my child.

later today we're like going to school to touch up on our model and edison and hwee will be doing the 3D thingy and the rest of the girls as in shihui steph huijie and i will be doing the model.hope that it'll be fine. the guys did alot of work. we got to fight to the end. GO GO GO!!!

went to school today. or rather still in school now. intend to come do model for our group YOG project. but now. i dunno i seriously dun know. shihui went to meet her boyfriend. hwee went to meet her girlfriend. its like around 7 now. i've wasted my day. steph just called edison. he meetin his group mate and was like ???? so what am i going to do now?
wait?i've been waiting for them since like i reach school. i ask for their plan. no reply. so what shall i do? tell me!!! omg. i'm seriously having a damn headache now.
okay now what. its like 7pm. and are we going home? steph told her mum she got class and she can stay with us till 9pm. BUT. everyone seemed busy. tell me. what to do?
5pm. hwee came to our lab and we asked. hey. what now? what are we going or doing later. oh. i meeting my girlfriend. tell me how should i react? i'm lost. then 2 mins later. hey. i leaving too. i going to meet my boyfriend. then what shall i react? okay. we didnt had any planning AS A GROUP. but. like. please at least inform us that you got something on. and we can count you out or continue with my planning.
to be frank. i wanted to go sentosa today. edison and hwee got the 3D cad thingy. if i go sentosa nv tell them like damn bad. so we went to school. hai. nvm nvm nvm. everything is over and they're gone now. only left me steph candice and grace here.
where to go. what to do. i seriously dunno.

OMG!!!!! i felt so lost!!!

went for the DOC interview. was okay. not good and not bad. i dunno who's going and who i'll meet there. freshies! please dun flood out place! now i know why the 06 batch didnt like us so much. just like the way we felt about the 08! lol.
hope that the 09 batch would be better as in BETTER!!!
nvm. school's pretty fun with everyone around. i love my "seniors" from my other courses. they're just like my brothers and sisters. i simply love them:D
and DOC09's coming like real soon. hope it'll be fun like the one in 07 and 08!
i wanna be part of the fun:D
hope to join FOc too:D

planning was bad. group was bad. class sucks.
i just hate school for this month having all that!

was playing pet society. had great fun.
great week and weekend too.
went for a roaddshow event for the ladies fair. great sales:D
fun:D

sorry all. i wasnt really in the mood of anything. i just need a break.
i wish that this world only consist of me, my mp3 and a bus seat.
i love traveling on teh bus alone. the reason why i'm so 'tao' on the bus. its the time i'm alone. deep in thoughts and reflect. thought sometimes things happened like i smile to myself or cry on the bus alone. but i know i'm learning.
sorry all. i was very emo recently and dont feel like talking at times.
people only hurt the people who love them most.
like i hurt my mum so much knowing she loved me the most. even more then herself.
people hurt you. it might be bad but i learnt to love myself more through this.
but i'll be back soon.

simple plan-i'm just a kid

I woke up it was seven
I waited 'till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid...Repeat 6x)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that its not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

Tonight I'm all alone
Tonight nobody cares
Tonight cuz I'm just a kid tonight

unwell- matchbox twenty

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

today's another day i call.AS USUAL. gotta got to work though its like double pay but i wasnt smiling.

went to work yesterday. met jacen apple Wx mark for lunch/dinner. was nice to get to see them again after like so damn long. and its mark's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU:D
inish work and went to meet kt and gang:D was fun. just so innocent and pure. it was nice. thanks:D