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BIG BANG - Lies

2NE1 - I don't care

cool right? thanks to ivy! hahahahah:D

LOL.

imagine the school ask you to buy this particular insurence saying that it can cover you up for any medical bills. but when i got knocked down by a car one day. you wannna claim from the school then the farkign school and those cover ass people ask you to give them e-mail, hospital bills and all those fark stuff before you can claim. fuck off la.

super junior had their concert:D

haha. i dont think you even need to know korean just look at his face! LOL. makes you day man

haha. i became a sper kpop fan recently. haha

OMGosh. heechul. i really totally love him man. he can be super cute. super funny and super man. haha. no wonder he can be in super junioer. kang in ar. everyone say my kangin's very rough. but i still love him. haha. it has really been a long time since i last blog. now i'm like waiting for my ppt to load and send it to fiz. cause hai some communication break down and i'm like freaking tired now. i manage to change my blog skin thanks to my lovely sissybaby. shall watch youtube now. SUPER JUNIOR AGAIN!! SARANGHAE. kangin oppa heechul oppa and eunhyuk oppa. LOL.

LOL. heechul really made me laugh like mad!!! haha.

i am very tired
i want to be quiet.
i dont want to talk.
i am tired of talking to people.
i am thinking.
if i can be alone.
just by myself.
all alone.
i seem to have a problem.
or maybe more.
its me myself and i.
i am tired of telling this to people who dont know and will never know.

i'm gonna be selfish. or even more selfish.
no matter how much i give.
how much worth it is to me.
to you its nothing.
end of time.
you lead your own life.
and me?
having nothing left.

thanks for teaching me these. my friends.

http://leehuiru.blogspot.com/
i hate to say these again and again.
i have yet to learn.
i forgot who am i?
who i once was.
was i really the cheerful girl everyone thought?
happy go lucky?
everyone's moved on.
for a better tomorrow.
what about me?
will anyone wait for me?
be with me?
i make a fool out of myself everyday.
thinking that its funny.
i laugh alot.
quite alot.
but only i know i cried that much too.
there's something in life that i am very interested in.
and curious about.
human relationship.
are there really people who put you first?
in front of themselves?
people who are willing to sacrifice themselves?
why some people can communicate with the others when they speak different languages?
acceptance?
love?

i am very upset recently.
but i couldnt cry it out.
it has been a long time since
i cried like there's no tomorrow.
i laugh till i couldnt breathe.
i am more careful of what i wear and look
then how i feel.
i start to loose confidence in what i'm doing.
i loose patience.
i am scared. to tell people how i feel.
i am unsatisfied.
with every imperfection. of myself.

i have many company in school,
but i know some are there for me.
some are not meant for me.
there's some i know are just passer by.
some will leave beautiful memory.

i am scared. really scared.
i might not be able to catch up.
with the fast pace society.
i see people moving quickly.
will i move on?