i think i'm FUCKING in love with someone not worth my love my time and ME!and trust me i'm gonna FUCKING give up soon and give up means ever ever and forever.

there're people around us who're total coward. PLEASE ALL! if u're like so cool. so daring to send those mail, letter or whatever to the director of TDS. our EVD lecturers. please do also CC to all YOUR BELOVED COURSEMATES you call. cause whenever you or you all say WE means us too! everyone! and if you guys dont know, there're people like me who love the course, love the environment we're in and love the people here. if YOU think that what you've done is totally fair to the rest of the people you see almost everyday, then seriously whoever you're, you're really not fit to be here. not fit to be part of us AT ALL! seriously if you guys think that P2 or whatever reasons (EXCUSES i call) you have to do, that is like a real stress to you and you really cant cant stand it. PLEASE! I'M BEGGING YOU! just get lost and quit will you.why? why
struggle?why suffer? do you deserve this? NO! so get yourself some freedom will you. the world is out there for you. SINCERELY WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!
but having thought of that having what you've got now. WHERE CAN YOU GO? i'm not talking about your qualifications. but do please change the attitude. i know you guys are adults now and have your own thinking you know what you want the best. and be it right or wrong you guys should be rather firm about it. but please always think for the others. for this time whoever who's the one or ones who sent or made that statement.A GREAT THANK-YOU for making the others learn to bond better. love one another much more. as for those who're not with us. you can join us for the fun, the happy moments we have can have you in too. no one really hope that anyone die. so lets not kill one another. alright? DEAL.
sometimes learning can be enjoyable. depending on how you look at it. whenever something happpens be it good or bad we learn something. i know that you didnt feel good either. i know you got lots to say lots to think about lots for frustration lots of irritation you think that you're alone no one understands you. i know how you feel cause i felt that too. everytime. but sad to say life's like this and it is like that. so either change yourself to fit in or DIE! never expect others, everyone to change for you. CAUSE THEY WOULDNT. and why should they? anyway i just wanna say i dont think that your approach to the problem wasnt right in the first place!
just imagine if you're to die the very next day.
treasure whtever you have today live it with a smile and no regrads
whoever it is, you'll only be forgiven if you dare to ammit its you. although it might not change anything but you're one huge step forward for being brave and aferall we're all humans we make mistakes too.hope you learn to be more caring and happy.
with much love and concern,
ivy:)

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