i hate to wait.

i'm now waiting for yahli's e-mail reply.
which is making me damn restless. i lost my very very important SIP student log book. can you imagine i've already misplace it before you even go for you sip?
speechless careless useless.
nevermind. anyway. i've already set my mind on how to make myself happy.
i've always made other peoples problem seems like mine. and i think thats really god damn stupid of me to do that.
but alright. lets put it to an end. past.
now i'll only care for those who need me and those whom i really care for.
i start to hate school as much as loving school. everything everyone.
i'm very glad to have known some people but i'd like to name some who i really care.

first. my BFF- seanny sean sean.
at first i said he's my BFF just for fun. but over time i really think he is. and i'll also be a good BFF for him:D

second. my old friend- sister ngiam.
hahaha. i think thats more than words. i believe that we're 2 aunties. seriously. going to the market to grab many many bargains. till 50. maybe we'll be sitting by the beach like we used to watching our kids play.

then my bestfriend- LEO
at first when i saw him or knew him i really really hate him. but over time i get to know him better and understand him. though i think sometimes he's not talking sense. but. he's one that will listen to me and for me thas enough.

forth up. my new friend- jason lau kim leong
i might not know him that well or might not even have much common interest. but i know he's a good guy and a nice friend. so, i'll try and be your nice friend jason:D

fifth. my lost friend- prissy.
one that stays near me and was the past me. hack care. i think she has a nice heart. to me she was there, will be here and will be there. love you prissy:D

i have many many many friends in my 3 years life.

some changed me. some made me a fighter. some always and only see me cry. some didnt get to know me well enough to comment. some just like to laugh at me. some has weird voice. some like super junior. some didnt/ hate them. some only tapped in and out of studio. some love to jog around school. some love KFC. some cannot live without bubbletea. some are great fan of xerox. some will find hassan for the whole day. some are staring at their laptop the whole day. some print and print and print. some love to take photo of themselves. some only snap themselves. some love to webcam. some sing out loud. some need to go to the toilet every now and then. some love the bookshop. some have maggie mee for every meal. some need to go home early. some love to stay out late.
whatever or whoever you're. no matter what flaws you have, be it good or bad. i'm very happy to have all of you here with me. being through all these together. and no matter what you'll always be a part of me.

hahah. okay dont be so emo.

ENJOY SIP EVERYONE. SARANGHAE.

and tomorrow will be a better day.
love ivy:D