sorry sorry R&B

not sure if the lyrics is the same but its a nice version.

weekly report

first day. reported to work damn early. meet CQ. bike to office. filled up some forms. waited for an hour. someone came to fetch me. drove me to hort park. listened to a talk. went back office. no more.
estimated walking distance: 1-2kn

second day. reported at yishun park early in the morning. went to visit yishun park. then bukit batok natural reserve. went back office. listen to talks.no more.
estimated walking distance: 4-5km

third day. reported at harbourfront mrt. went to hort park. walked alone around for an hour. left for labrador park. which is a long way dep in some ulu place. went back office. no more.
estimated walking distance: 20km.

today. reported at woodlands mrt. went to admarity... forgot the spelling. walk through. went back office for a meeting. celebrated the boss's birthday. no more.
estimated walking distance:10km

tmr. meeting prissy. reporting at office. discuss on major plannings. meet boss and discuss. no more.

saturday. going for a very very expensive and nice dinner.

sunday. no planning yet. if still no planning by then i'll be going work. needs extra cash. damn that 440.


actually there're more that happened. just lazy to update. i just told prissy and shihui. 2 whom i see almost everyday. more to prissy cause she stay at serangoon and we're under the same building doing the same thing but.. different dept.



love school. miss the people. miss the life. miss super junior. miss chicken cutlet. miss teh bing. miss bokshop. miss bus 8.

i hope 3 months will pass quickly.

love everyine. saranghae. hope that the rest are doing well. jason and steph. get well soon. the rest.. please survive. :D

sean

super junior!!

LOL. i think this is the only entertainment for me!!!

hai. today was the second day of SIP. many things happened. but was damn lazy to say and type it out. prissy shihui CQ and i in Nparks HQ office. but in different dept.
in short. BORING! nothing to do one.
SLACK.
2months and 28 more days to go!!!

da shanghai

i went to da shang hai for dinner with my family. its my ah ma's birthday. happy birthday to her. love her damn lots. though she like to nag alot. will upload the images soon. blogger got some problem i think.. tomorrow is SIP. good luck to all. saranghae:D

edison & hwee

haha. i manage to catch them online. but. didnt talk much if you 2 are stalking me like now!!! leave me a tag okay.
saranghae and enjoy the cheena life for 3 months.

hee chul

i start to like him more and more! saranghae:D

i hate to wait.

i'm now waiting for yahli's e-mail reply.
which is making me damn restless. i lost my very very important SIP student log book. can you imagine i've already misplace it before you even go for you sip?
speechless careless useless.
nevermind. anyway. i've already set my mind on how to make myself happy.
i've always made other peoples problem seems like mine. and i think thats really god damn stupid of me to do that.
but alright. lets put it to an end. past.
now i'll only care for those who need me and those whom i really care for.
i start to hate school as much as loving school. everything everyone.
i'm very glad to have known some people but i'd like to name some who i really care.

first. my BFF- seanny sean sean.
at first i said he's my BFF just for fun. but over time i really think he is. and i'll also be a good BFF for him:D

second. my old friend- sister ngiam.
hahaha. i think thats more than words. i believe that we're 2 aunties. seriously. going to the market to grab many many bargains. till 50. maybe we'll be sitting by the beach like we used to watching our kids play.

then my bestfriend- LEO
at first when i saw him or knew him i really really hate him. but over time i get to know him better and understand him. though i think sometimes he's not talking sense. but. he's one that will listen to me and for me thas enough.

forth up. my new friend- jason lau kim leong
i might not know him that well or might not even have much common interest. but i know he's a good guy and a nice friend. so, i'll try and be your nice friend jason:D

fifth. my lost friend- prissy.
one that stays near me and was the past me. hack care. i think she has a nice heart. to me she was there, will be here and will be there. love you prissy:D

i have many many many friends in my 3 years life.

some changed me. some made me a fighter. some always and only see me cry. some didnt get to know me well enough to comment. some just like to laugh at me. some has weird voice. some like super junior. some didnt/ hate them. some only tapped in and out of studio. some love to jog around school. some love KFC. some cannot live without bubbletea. some are great fan of xerox. some will find hassan for the whole day. some are staring at their laptop the whole day. some print and print and print. some love to take photo of themselves. some only snap themselves. some love to webcam. some sing out loud. some need to go to the toilet every now and then. some love the bookshop. some have maggie mee for every meal. some need to go home early. some love to stay out late.
whatever or whoever you're. no matter what flaws you have, be it good or bad. i'm very happy to have all of you here with me. being through all these together. and no matter what you'll always be a part of me.

hahah. okay dont be so emo.

ENJOY SIP EVERYONE. SARANGHAE.

and tomorrow will be a better day.
love ivy:D

k

BIG BANG - Lies

2NE1 - I don't care

cool right? thanks to ivy! hahahahah:D

LOL.

imagine the school ask you to buy this particular insurence saying that it can cover you up for any medical bills. but when i got knocked down by a car one day. you wannna claim from the school then the farkign school and those cover ass people ask you to give them e-mail, hospital bills and all those fark stuff before you can claim. fuck off la.

super junior had their concert:D

haha. i dont think you even need to know korean just look at his face! LOL. makes you day man

haha. i became a sper kpop fan recently. haha

OMGosh. heechul. i really totally love him man. he can be super cute. super funny and super man. haha. no wonder he can be in super junioer. kang in ar. everyone say my kangin's very rough. but i still love him. haha. it has really been a long time since i last blog. now i'm like waiting for my ppt to load and send it to fiz. cause hai some communication break down and i'm like freaking tired now. i manage to change my blog skin thanks to my lovely sissybaby. shall watch youtube now. SUPER JUNIOR AGAIN!! SARANGHAE. kangin oppa heechul oppa and eunhyuk oppa. LOL.

LOL. heechul really made me laugh like mad!!! haha.

i am very tired
i want to be quiet.
i dont want to talk.
i am tired of talking to people.
i am thinking.
if i can be alone.
just by myself.
all alone.
i seem to have a problem.
or maybe more.
its me myself and i.
i am tired of telling this to people who dont know and will never know.

i'm gonna be selfish. or even more selfish.
no matter how much i give.
how much worth it is to me.
to you its nothing.
end of time.
you lead your own life.
and me?
having nothing left.

thanks for teaching me these. my friends.

http://leehuiru.blogspot.com/
i hate to say these again and again.
i have yet to learn.
i forgot who am i?
who i once was.
was i really the cheerful girl everyone thought?
happy go lucky?
everyone's moved on.
for a better tomorrow.
what about me?
will anyone wait for me?
be with me?
i make a fool out of myself everyday.
thinking that its funny.
i laugh alot.
quite alot.
but only i know i cried that much too.
there's something in life that i am very interested in.
and curious about.
human relationship.
are there really people who put you first?
in front of themselves?
people who are willing to sacrifice themselves?
why some people can communicate with the others when they speak different languages?
acceptance?
love?

i am very upset recently.
but i couldnt cry it out.
it has been a long time since
i cried like there's no tomorrow.
i laugh till i couldnt breathe.
i am more careful of what i wear and look
then how i feel.
i start to loose confidence in what i'm doing.
i loose patience.
i am scared. to tell people how i feel.
i am unsatisfied.
with every imperfection. of myself.

i have many company in school,
but i know some are there for me.
some are not meant for me.
there's some i know are just passer by.
some will leave beautiful memory.

i am scared. really scared.
i might not be able to catch up.
with the fast pace society.
i see people moving quickly.
will i move on?

i found it grace!!!!

LOL.

LOL. this is a prison!!

it seems like the earth is the best planet for human beings. but is it?
it seems like we're meant to do what we do. but must we?
it seems like we have to go through all these shit to learn and survive. but do we?
it seems like there are people around that want you dead. but can i survive?
it seems like i have always made the right choice. but did i?
it seems like not knowing is the best choice. but is it?
it seems like people around me do treasure me. but are they?
it seems like i am protected and surrounded with love. but am i?

it seems like i have been living in my own world all these times. but i tend to see more.
it seems like there's always two side of the story. but i chose to only believe one.
which i think is wrong.
i think i owe myself an apology. so are those i choose not to believe.

‘’ It sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right pass someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.’’

hui jie showed me these. stop motion.

i like it the rough way.

http://www.smtown.com/event/SJ_minimi/