http://superjunior.smtown.com/

It's just the fear of being alone

but let me be myself

love you mel:D saranghae:)

gee..

LOL sorry sorry:D

OMG!!!!

who is ur favourite suju member to the least favourite? :)
for mine, it goes this way:

kangin
eunhyuk
heechul
shindong
eeteuk
donghae
ryeowook
yesung
hankyung
siwon
kibum
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kyuhyun

but i love everyone. saranghaeyo:D SUPER JUNIOR AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

HAPPY BDAY LEE MIN HO! Love you saranghae:)

we watch this movie in studio cause basically thee's nothing else we can do at orchard. i can just say this show's damn nice. 5 stars and 10mins claps for me. nice one!

and now. its super junior time

omg.1:04-1:15 is damn zai sia!

so cute!!!

you think thats sweet? living in your own world? it just makes me puke! 2 ass holes.

i feel lonly at times even when i'm in a crowded place.

dont say i didnt give you a chance to talk. you said we didnt have the right time to talk but i think its all excuses. i'm really sick and tired. i look like a fool. always.

ATTACHED.

OMG. DAMN NICE!

arh> i cant stop!

shall i say i'm not well today. freaking emo. couldnt breathe well. i just finish watching my show and going home now.

first i start to be crazy over some idol thingy. which i usually dont. or maybe never. i start to speak in a really rude way. thinking that its funny but i know its not. i couldnt get my work done in the required quality. my grades dropped like it used to. but i think its never going up again. i start to lose hope easily. which i usually dont. i hope that i'm thinking too much at time. or am i hearing the real things? i tend to panic for NOTHING. ignoring my friends. taking things for granted. arh. what is wrong with me?

alright i need a break now and tomorrow will be a better day! so is the next day. next next day. next next day and next next next day.

i got no idea what seems to be the problem with me recently. i couldnt think properly think properly and i'm not very sure of what i'm doing. who i'm talking to. i'm very sorry. i couldnt really think. i can say thats an excuse for myself. but arh.. i just dont know what's wrong. i know i have a problem.or maybe i've changed.

P.S. i doubt anyone will know what i'm talking about. cause i dont.

today's trail run for our intern interview was really $#%$#@% for me.
i know i cried. whatever. i wasnt stressed or whatever just. i dont know. i think i can do it. but i just. though it wasnt really well done but i will do better to show that I CAN!
ivy fightin!